While I really try hard to remain positive, I think sometimes I just feel really sad about all of this.
I love this little man more than my own life and yet I lay awake at night on occasion visualizing his future and how he will be treated and if people will be mean to him. I visualize his big brother Cooper coming to his defense and taking care of him and protecting him. I am at a loss for how I can help him further. We do his homework. I ask him to repeat words and phrases ---even funny ones just to see how he does with those. SO many times he yells "NO" at me. He seems to be very frustrated at his own limitations. And while his communication is SO much better than it was a year ago, it saddens me to say that he is just so far behind and can't seem to catch up. I am very anxious for parent teacher conferences on Thursday.
I know there are SO many people out there that have way bigger problems than we do so I keep focused on that and pray that he progresses.
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